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2003-09-12 - 9:26 p.m.

An Apology

It’s been coming for a while. Simmering. Just waiting on the time to bubble over and spew through our lives. The show down of two good friends. Both determined. Both too fragmented and exhausted to care what the other did…or thought…or said. Or, sad to say, neither of us thinking about what the other was feeling.

One of us optimistic….This, too, will pass.

The other stressed, depressed and fatigued. Not looking for or caring about optimism.

Maybe I should apologize to all for my folly; for my refusal to give up. My always thinking there’s a better tomorrow. I’m sorry I continue to be so unfeeling or so stupid I can’t see that beyond the silver lining there is a cloud. Somewhere in my world—and in that cloud--there is also a beautiful sunrise. A little bit of gold.

Truth springs from argument amongst friends. -- David Humne

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